Sunday, October 09, 2011

Well I wrote your name and burned it,
See the color of the flame.
And it burned out the whole spectrum,
As if you were everything.
Mine just burned gold,
A normal flame.
I am not anything.

Brand New - Untitled One
My second mind has this song on repeat. 

I will not surrender, nor will I admit defeat. 
You have not won. 


You have not won.

I will not let you win.



Sunday, September 18, 2011

O’er my sins thou sit and moan:
Hast thou no sins of thy own?
O’er my sins thou sit and weep, 
And lull thy own sins fast asleep.

William Blake

Tuesday, August 09, 2011

Slowly

Slowly
(or was it so fast that she did not notice?)
He ate her every resistance
Her futile attempts to avoid
His humble observations
Resulted in a crash of colossal proportions
Eventually,
Nothing but dust remained
Of all she had ever loved or created
Or owned or desired
And, left with him only
She began to die
Slowly

"After all, tomorrow is another day."

Gone with the Wind, Margaret Mitchell

Sunday, May 01, 2011

I choose happiness


Bella Notte

Oh, this is the night, it's a beautiful night
And we call it bella notte
Look at the skies, they have stars in their eyes
On this lovely bella notte

Side by side with your loved one
You'll find enchantment here
The night will weave its magic spell
When the one you love is near

Oh this is the night, and the heavens are right
On this lovely bella notte!

Lady and the Tramp – Disney


The beauty of life is in spending it with those you love.

For me, it does not matter where.


I used to feel sorry for myself because I had no shoes,

then I met a man who was dead”

Persian proverb


These are moments which may never be repeated,

do not waste them wishing , longing you were elsewhere.


It's such a perfect day
It's such a perfect day

Now the sky could be blue
I don't mind
Without you it's a waste of time

Could be blue
I don’t mind
Without you it’s a waste of time

Could be blue,
Could be grey
Without you I’m just miles away.

Coldplay – Strawberry Swing


And they say life is what you make it. They are right. There is one secret in life, and that is that, with very few exceptions, only one person holds the key to your happiness. And that person is you. You hold the sole power to decide how you feel, how you are… If we hold an internal locus of control, external circumstances are limited in their ability to touch us.

I forgot, I let go of control, I let it all get the better of me.

Sometimes the best advice is hidden in the advice we give to others.

So I have decided…

I choose happiness.

Sunday, April 17, 2011

darkness

Darkness swallows
My tears
But why won't it take my fears?
They swallow me instead.

Thursday, March 17, 2011

but

Slowly
Glance
Out of one eye
One toe forward
Retreat
One step
One and a half forward

Hesitant
Afraid
Wary

Trust me
I will look after you

but

How will she know this one is for real?

Wednesday, March 09, 2011

.

I am not gonna let this get me down I am not gonna let this get me down I am not gonna let this get me down I am not gonna let this get me down I am not gonna let this get me down I am not gonna let this get me down I am not gonna let this get me down no I am not gonna let this get me down I am not I am not going to I am not I am not gonna let this get me down no no no no I am not gonna let this get me down no I will not I am not gonna let this get me down I am not gonna let this get me down I am not gonna let this get me down .......


.... besides that's what they want anyway
to see me down