Saturday, April 02, 2005


"they liked you better when you were

Just wondering, does that refer to Charlie being "dead" in Busted but the public liking him better that way and resenting his walk-out? If this is a stupid question excuse me 'cause i don't live in England, okay?

Saturday, March 05, 2005


The other day i was walking in the park- walking my two dogs and my border collie was swimming in the lake the she comes out and lo and behold i saw what i thought was a dragone like 1.5m long, green, scaly...come out of the lake and me dog tried to eat it, then it tried to eat my dog. I thought it was the Loch Ness monster and I was cursing that I didn't have a camera.

I found out it was an iguana- apparently they can grow to lengths of 3m. That is amazing, it was like something out of Jurassic Park! I really cannot believe such things can exist, they must be like the last living closest things to dinasours! You learn/see something new every day, huh?


Sunday, February 20, 2005


it's been a long time and i gues no-one really cares 'cause no-one reads this thing, so i'm writing for posterity if such a thing exists or ever can exist on the net.

Thursday, January 20, 2005


Is respect not earnt rather than demanded? Because personally I believe that respect has to be earnt- and that people who demand respect unjustly do not deserve it. The right does not lie with you to decide whether or not people should have respect for you, it lies with the people that choose to have respect for you. Of course a certain amount of respect should be given to those elder than you- but they have to deserve it, it is not a constant, it can be easily lost. If a criminal is an old man does that mean you have to have respect for him? No. So, he's been around for longer than you, so what? He lost his repesct, or maybe he never even deserved it, and that is the thing to remember.

I had a frustrating day, with people attacking me for opinions which my well-being does not depend on. I was only trying to defend the innocent, for there is no need to make the innocent pay for what was done to you. However, it seems I am the only person I know who holds this ideal, and so I was attacked. By six people none the less. One would think people would be more thoughtful. If the youth are the future, and that is the youth then I don't wanna be around for the future of this country. That's the unfortunate truth.

Tuesday, January 18, 2005


And yet sometimes for sanity's sake we shut up and take it. "It" being whatever it may be, and sanity being the closest attainable thing to it.

Sunday, January 16, 2005

Keep on pretending and it might come true

You can pretend something doesn't exist, but that doesn't make it go away...does it?

Friday, January 14, 2005

Lyrix pt 1

I don't wanna be a puppet for you
Don't wanna bite the hand that's feeding
I don't wanna be a sucker for you, oh yes you
I hate myself for begging
I hate myself for staying
I hate myself for listening to,
You, you, you, you, you

Do you like it

I got a jack russell puppy and he's gorgeous!

Monday, January 03, 2005

I am so mad

I am so mad right now 'cause someone had the audacity to comment that my blog was "boring". If you don't like it, shut up. Yeah, you're free to comment but within the limits of decency. It seems my grasp of the language is higher than his and that makes my blog not suitable for his entertainment purposes.

Constructive criticism. Look into it.

Saturday, January 01, 2005

New Years

Can't believe how fast the years fly by. Seems like only a month ago I started Gr11, now Gr12 is looming on the horizon! The last year of school...

As exciting as it is nearly being finished with school and so on, it's also kind of scary. Scary 'cause we're about to be thrown out of our safety nets into the big bad world to fend for ourselves and realise that all those fairy-tale dreams we held so dear in our childhood are a lot harder to achieve than we ever dreamed possible.

We've got to decide what we want to do with our lives. Decisions, decisions! What to study, where to study, wether to study further. How are we going to pay our bills? Like a game of "The Sims" where your family moves in and then realises that to have money, you have to work for it. Work- imagine that. Call me spoilt but the notion of working in a job that requires no qualifications and is of minimum pay is scary...

Yep, it's a scary world out there, and boy do we realise that when we start nearing the end of our school careers. We've got to earn our keep, and give up on little luxuries- for a while anyway.

Let's just hope we are all successful in whatever we choose to do and that we all study hard this year and do the best we can :) Here's to 2005!!