I guess everyone feels

a little sad

sometimes

but i know who makes it better

 

and if i can't sleep

i will imagine a day

when he'll sleep beside me

every night

and i feel a bit better

 

but when it is unfair

and i feel i can't defend my case

am i following

the right path?

 

i feel ashamed

regretful

distaste

at how i am treated

and at myself

if i warranted it

i don't feel i do

but of course i never would

 

i am learning to change

it is just slow

i'm deciding still

what needs to be changed

and it seems one mistake

is too many

guess it teaches me

the opposite

i just happen to be sorry

 

i try.