For you I trust - my morals put to the test
I cry - for this put to rest
And maintain that rain falls to change the pattern

I surrender - my heart, lungs, kidneys
Swallow you whole and let you wash right through me

I can't remember - how the sun tastes
Or my fingers through your hair
I pace lonely corridors in my dreams - you are not there

Submerge myself in this blood just to keep these words flowing
And self-medicate - to keep you from knowing

Because you can't know.