bring me my poison
i take this to heart tonight
read me my last lines
i won't put up a fight
convert me now i don't care how
because i can't die alone
no i can't die alone

you think that you read me
but you only see my eyes
this face that i live behind
is my perfect disguise
you will never know
what i don't know myself
i'll sleep i won't do anything
i'll put you on my shelf
and take you in the morning
and start all over again
i thought you were my lover
but are you even my friend
and knowing that you read this
sends chills down my spine
i don't want you to know me
your pain it is not mine

i do not want to hurt you
but this knife contorts my hands
i do not want to control you
but i do not understand
will i ever understand