I get it. Suddenly, I get it. I get why people do drugs.
I just want to take something that will make me forget, clean forget. So I can control my thoughts and my feelings. I want to own my brain, not be slave to it. And the same goes for my heart.
Someone help me forget.
Remembering is such a curse, I know why my memory is so bad, I've developed it to protect myself.
I wish I was a daydreamer, when my world gets too much to handle.
2 comments:
It's not necesarily about controlling ones thoughts. It's more about choosing what thoughts to control you. But how do you choose thoughts? Try to think about it.
Why be attracted to someone when you can attract him? Don't put anyone on a pedestal. You are more beautiful and more attractive than you think. Let him beg for your attention. If you ignore him, he will come to you. If he comes to you easily, he's probably not worth it. He's weaker than you. Don't give your heart to a weakling. If he ignores you, he's just playing games. Don't let him play with your heart.
Dear anon
I don't put anyone on a pedestal, I don't. Apart from myself maybe..
I don't play games, I honestly don't, that's the problem.
But you are very right..how on earth do you know so much?
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